I lied and said I'm fine, it's okay. But it's not, it is NOT OKAY. The total opposite, I say. There's just this whole bunch of emotions inside of me and it feels as if they are on the verge of exploding right out of me. If they do, the consequences maybe ugly. I hope they don't.

I feel sadness, hurt, anger, frustration and a whole lot of stuff, this lists goes on. But the sad fact is, I feel there's no one I can talk to about them. There's just no easy escape for this emotions.

Such irony that all it takes is one, but that one is elusive.